Sunday, November 10, 2019

That Healthy Glow



I love this cartoon; the patients face and glow. and the face of the doctor. The doctor reminds me of my first neurologist who was so displeased when I did not take my medication. I was not doing as well as this fellow, but nowadays I feel pretty damn good, much of the time.

Is it the supplements such as high dosage B1, is it the Rock Steady Boxing, the morning reading and writing, the time to do what I wish and time to rest, the daily qi gong practice, the Re-evaluation Counseling or is it the medications, the carbidopa levadopa and Gocovri?





Maybe all of it.






But this is an undoctored photo my husband took of me doing qi gong. I was facing the rising sun.


Is it the sun, or is it a photo of me bathing in the ocean of light? I wonder.


Sunday, July 7, 2019

China Qigong Retreat





My teacher in China Jianshe, a wise, smiling man in his mid 50's who speaks English well, but with a thick accent, is a practitioner of Zhineng qigong, or Wisdom Healing qigong. It is the same type of qigong as taught by Ming Tong Gu in New Mexico, but I found their approaches to be quite different.



Jianshe

The main difference is in the way the two teachers approach the practice. Ming Tong Gu suggests visualizations to strengthen the feeling and flow of qi through the body, such as a flood of light or an ocean of energy washing over and through your body. Jianshe says, no visualizations! Nothing! Jianshe says, the most important thing is to relax your body. Which should I do? I am experimenting with both: emptying my mind of thoughts, visualizations, and allowing my mind to project images. Actually, it seems they can work alternately in one practice - I do both.

Jianshe often mentioned Anita Moorjani, whose talks and book share what she learned about life and healing while in a near death coma. She saw the truth, he said. The Truth. I've listed her book in the sidebar.

the Center


Traveling to China is much farther to go than New Mexico, but the total two week retreat cost plus airfare proved to be less to go to China. Everything seemed to cost less in China, though shopping was not a big factor on the trip.










All meals were supplied, and was extremely healthful, cooked by our young Chinese chef, Yan and his father-in-law, Bai, who was driver and purchaser as well. The fare was local vegetables and fresh tropical fruit, rice, wheat noodles, tea and coffee with an occasional bit of chicken or fish.










foreground l-r: Yan, Jenny, Bai 









Bai's daughter, Yan's wife Jenny, was the other English speaking teacher at the center, and the fourth member of Jianshe's team.









Our typical day the first week and even during the second week when we traveled to other locations on the island of Hainan was this:

6:00 coffee or tea if you wanted
6:30 walk or bike to the beach for qigong practice or else on the roof: Lift Chi Up Pour Chi Down
9:00 breakfast
10:00 meet with Jianshe for Chi song, La Chi, talk, question and answer
12:00 lunch
1:00 rest/freetime
3:00 varied: qigong eye exercises, visit to a local site, calligraphy lesson, tea ceremony...
6:00 dinner
7:30 varied: sometimes the group would practice together on the roof or inside, or go out for a beer



qigong at the beach








The weather in April was very hot and humid in Hainan, the very most southern part of China. They said unseasonably so, but that it would be much worse in summer. So our group, consisting of six German women and two American women from northern states suffered greatly from the heat and  we probably spent more time in our air conditioned rooms than we might have otherwise. It was therefore, a restful, even lazy, retreat.

Jianshe relaxing at the coconut farm


Since leaving China, I have continued to practice the Lift Chi Up... movements daily. I was able to finally memorize the sequence by the end of the two week retreat. I have a routine. Each morning after I make my bed, and drink some water, I sing the Chi song, with Ling Ling on a recording or by myself. Then I either do Yin Yoga, or some qigong warm up movements that I learned at a recent "Slow Yoga and Qigong" retreat at Kripalu. Then the movements one time through. I follow this up with a daily reading from "Courage to Change," writing in my journal and reading a book that I can learn something from. Now I'm reading about understanding poetry.

All of this is in my bedroom where I have created a quiet, peaceful corner for these activities.
Occasionally, I have done other qigong practices on my own later in the day, and I go once a week to do a short practice with a friend or two, along with a YouTube video. It's not enough. I am doing well, someone said I looked "radiant" recently, but I know I need to do more. PD is not so easy to
overcome. I need to keep pushing on.


The retreat group plus friends




Thursday, January 3, 2019

Gongs, Bongs and B1

Working on my health from various angles, I can share three new strategies I've been using to heal myself. I am not healed, but I am doing damn well most of the time.


First, the qigong: I have completed two gongs, 100 consecutive days of a chosen qigong practice. It's a contract you make with yourself, to without fail, practice everyday. If you miss a day,  you do twice as much the next one. If you miss two days, you start over again. I did not let myself miss two days - God forbid!





To continue on with qigong, I need to think of another gong. For now I am lost in the dark days of winter, dealing with family issues and making casseroles, taking a break from studio work and some days even from qigong. However, now I feel I need it in order to feel well. That's what a 100 day gong can do!


In April I am traveling with another lovely lady to the tropical island of Hainan in China for a qigong retreat. It lasts for 2 weeks, and like my last retreat with Mingtong Gu in New Mexico, we will study Zhineng qigong, a qigong practice developed by the famous Dr Pang of China's Medicineless Hospital. It is a long journey to China from New Jersey, but worth it, I hope, for a deeper understanding of qigong and of myself.







The second strategy is pot, the bongs in this post's title, I now have a Medical Marijuana license to obtain the weed from a nearby dispensary. That will be a new adventure right there. I will meet with a counselor first to determine the best strain of cannabis for me since the various strains have different effects. They will be selling bongs and pipes and papers too, I suppose. I have tried it before and I believe in its value for emotional healing.




The third new therapy I am experimenting with is high dose Thiamine or B1. Dr. Constantini in Italy believes it can be used for PD, to slow it down or reduce symptoms. He works with me by email and since he doesn't write English, we use Deep Translator to communicate. I have tried different doses and it seems we have found the right one now, because I am feeling so well.

It's a new year. I have much work to do to beat my adversary - the Parkinson's Diagnosis. I want to win.








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