Sunday, May 15, 2011

Five Days In


What really pushed me off the high board was talking with two guys at the PD Tango class. Both are older than me and are on a levadopa medication, Sinemet. Wayne said he was like me, not taking drugs, and walking with a cane. After starting the Sinemet he “got his life back.”
“Look at me,” he said holding out his arms, “I’m normal.”
Walter plays golf and had just gone 18 holes carrying his clubs.
Now it’s been five days since I started the Mirapex. Mirapex is an early Parkinson’s medication intended to postpone long-term use of levadopa.  I am clearly improved even in this short time. Oddly enough, I am doing the best in the evening. By early afternoon I need a cup of coffee, but otherwise I’m feeling well. On the third day I went to a restaurant with my son and walked in and out without assistance, like “normal.” I used the electric cart at the supermarket today, but I actually considered whether I needed it or not. I did need it as I was scuffling this morning.
            I am curious to see what comes next. The pleasure of improvement is outweighing the feeling of guilt for giving in and taking the drug. For now, I am pleased.

2 comments:

  1. Having just visited and seen you struggling and using your electric chair, etc.., all I can say is WOW! Now don't stop tuning in to that marvelous body you were born with, but it must be nice to remember what "normal" was/is. Cool. Very cool, Elisa! Keep us posted! Big hug, and fingers crossed. LK

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  2. I'm so glad you are seeing improvement and are pleased.

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